hello seyo

i should be sleeping now
for i have lotsa work to do

don't you think I'm overdoing it?
relax
take your time
enjoy
hahaha

instead of being Kuba.

good night...
'til i find my 'blogging' mood

To you who knows

i know
you know
a Lot of Things
you say a lot
i listen a lot.
few words for others
a lot of words for me, for us
some, sensible
some, foolish.
you (purposely or accidentally) taught me things
both good and bad
some i treasure
some i forget

i wanted to write a poem for you
a wonderful one
but i can't

i'll try again... later

rollercoasterish

up
down
left and right
getting dizzy, teary-eyed
i must pause for a while

taking a pause, posing for a camera, for a person
for you

a question mark getting bigger
an exclamation point getting much much bigger
to smile or to frown?
to be contented

to hope
to trust
to believe

for You, you, you, them and me.

Stoplight

Green is the color of your backing
Relaxing, refreshing, electrifying
You tell me to keep on going
Even when I'm disheartened to keep on trying

Orange is the color of your warning
Alarming yet reassuring
You tell me it's in the right timing
Hush, wait and just keep on praying

Red is the color of your feeling
Brave, deep, full of loving
You tell me to keep on waiting
For God's plan for me is worth the living

Today

It's like I just saw you today
shining, brilliant, lovely,
delicate.

I respect you

And I have to keep quiet
Linger
Smile

Can you cover my eyes?

i'm going to the Music Room

don't you think I'm really slow?
realizing the answer for this
mind-bugging, i must say
far from around-the-world and birthday parties
so long, ignorant me
lately, I've been thinking
time is of the essence
do solve this puzzle now.


(hahaha, masyado akong natuwa =)

dududu dunno

chaotic mind
fragile heart
assuming eye
hurting hand
fake ears

behind a lullaby.

sweet hello
forgetful smile

after brushing my teeth.

Gangstah Lei

As I was browsing through my 'portfolio,' i saw this pic > one of the first images I Photoshop-ped. haha.. see the 'gangstah' in me 'yo.

Break it down... woohoooooooo

LoLo (Lobo ng Loyola)

hahahaha.. made this when I was too lazy to study. I really love Photoshop-ing. I hope I could get better =)

that someday might be today

hahaha.. so this is how it feels.. to blog after a long time. i was sooooooo corny back then. but then, corny pa rin ako ngayon. cornier. i've decided na buhayin ulit 'tong blog ko. but i don't really expect to be better in blogging. (well, as you might see.. i have not discovered the real writer in me yet. someday we'll meet din)

why? to find the blogger in me. and also the designer in me. lately, i find designing to be interesting. maybe my talent in designing's just waiting for me. =) well, there are several reasons talaga. but i think di pa purpose nitong blog na 'to yung mabasa ng madaming tao. di pa kasi 'to reader-friendly. malay mo, lei. someday. that someday will come =) (maybe later?)

i admit i'm not really that type na expressive or extrovert. for some, they may see me as an extremely introvert person. but for my family, i'm more of the bubbly and slightly madaldal type. well, it's really up to the person/people i am with (it's not that nag-iiba yung personality ko based sa taong kasama ko, shy type lang talaga and i tend to show the louder side of me to those na lagi kong kasama). but i'm generally quiet talaga. haha. and i'm still struggling to be as daldal like the other bibo kids. but not to the point that i'd be madaldal na nakakainis. haha.. steady na daldal lang =) so why am i talking about me being tahimik again? haha.. ewan

siguro nga, si lei, matipid sa salita, pero magastos talaga sa pagmumuni-muni.

sige na nga. the goal of this blog, is for me to be more expressive. siguro this is the first step for lei to reach to the "outside world" hahahaha.. labo mo 'pre. pero go lang ng go for this ha?!